It is very simple. The weaker you are, the more of Me you will have. Weakness + desire for Me + acceptance of all that I bring into your day in surrendering trust = more of My Presence, My Voice, My Strength. When I weaken you then I Am giving you a good gift. Embrace this gift from Me. Be strong only in your desire for Me. Then I can do all the rest.
Matthew 6:33 What you should want most is God’s kingdom and doing what he wants you to do. Then he will give you all these other things you need.