To desire to see My hand move is like the desiring to see the painting of an artist or the bridge of an architect. To desire My presence is like to desire My Body heat, but to desire My Will, no matter how harsh and unpleasant it is, is to desire Me. Because I Am the sum total of My Will. You are the sum total of your desire. You are not your body heat. You are not your body. I Am not My Body heat. I Am in My Body heat, but I Am not My Body heat. I Am not My Presence. I Am the sum total of My Will, My desire.
To accept My Will brings peace. But to desire My Will brings joy, and My Will is for your circumstances right now. Am I not in control? Do I not cause wars, death, destruction, Job\’s circumstances? Did I not allow the holocaust for My purposes? Did I not allow Roman armies to run over these innocent people for My purpose? My Will is good and I Am sovereign, and the acceptance of My Will brings peace. To become so inline with My Will that you desire it brings great joy – and that is walking on the water. That is how a mother, who watches her little one die of cancer, can have great joy knowing that My Will is good and perfect. And you may not see what’s good in the moment, but it is good.
So don\’t just reluctantly accept my will. Go beyond and desire my will. This is the mystery of Job. This is what happened in the fiery furnace. Desire my will. Don’t just accept it, but desire it. No matter how horrific the circumstances are, do you not know that I am God and I am The Lord of the circumstances. And when you ask me to be God to you, Then you are to say, “Your will is to be my God, not your benefits, not your presence, but your will.” And do not desire just to be with me but desire my will. Then you will have joy, and you will have ultimate protection. Not protection as the world thinks of it but real, truly eternal protection and peace. And the bubble that you are in will remain in tact, as long as you desire my will and not just reluctantly submissive. Not just seek, not just wisdom, my arm, my signs, my wonders, but to humble yourself beyond accepting my will, by desiring my will, even though it\’s in the midst of the fire.