Your distaste for and rejection of the god of those around you is not a rejection of Me. It is the acceptance of what I placed within you when I made you . . . the desire and ability to recognize Me, your Real Father, your Real Home.
Jeremiah 29:12-13 Then you will call on Me and you will come and pray to Me, and I will hear [your voice] and I will listen to you. 13 Then [with a deep longing] you will seek Me and require Me [as a vital necessity] and [you will] find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.
Matthew 7:7 Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
Deuteronomy 4:29 But if from there you will seek the LORD your God, you will find Him if you seek Him with all your heart and with all your soul.
Psalm 91:2 I will say of the Lord, He is my Refuge and my Fortress, my God; on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I [confidently] trust!