Pure Love does not contain fear or terror. If the god of those near you makes you afraid then know it is a false or demon god. Your heart does not yearn to be afraid. It yearns to be Loved. I made it to yearn for what only I can give. All demons and sins of others can make you afraid. Only I can give you what you want and need . . . pure, unchanging, ever understanding, always forgiving, constantly healing Love. If you found fear or terror then you did not find Me. I Am Love. My Love is for you.
1 John 4: 1 Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. 2 By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, 3 and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. 7 Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. 8 Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9 In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. 16 So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. 18 There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love. 19 We love because he first loved us.